Late Night Thoughts

This is new...usually I post from work and I definitely don't post this late at night. But I went to a party on campus this evening, had a beer dumped on my BL hat...grrrr.

I've finally figured something out. I have not been "emotionally available" as of late. Yeah, I may say I'm looking but the fact is I'm hung up on unfinished business. I've never been the kind of person who can read more than one book at a time, and my personal life is the same.

So I'm thinking about closing this book. The plot is comparable to Sarum...if you've read that awful book you know what I mean...yeah things change but in the end you don't feel like things are any different than they were at the beginning of the book. There's a good fight or sexy love scene here and there, but the rest is just landscape. And its predictable. And in the end it would probably have been better to leave it to someone who actually might have appreciated the history behind it. And really, someone just left it sitting out on a counter-that's where you found it...but when it comes down to it the owner eventually wants the book back-the owner may have neglected it but its still her book.

I dunno...if you haven't read Sarum I don't know how much of that analogy actually makes sense.

I just hope the book doesn't want me to keep reading...because once I close that book and walk away, it would take something close to a miracle to get me to pick it back up.