No Sleep

You know, sometimes I wonder why I even try to get sleep at all. If it isn't me freaking out about the next big event its a friend wanting me to go out for the night or a cat growling at another cat (that would be my "niece" growling at my "son"...stupid cats) or even just the sun coming up then its something else.

Maybe when things in my life start to come together a little better I'll get more sleep. I know once I have specimens to test for my thesis I'll feel more productive and maybe finally be able to rest.
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To a certain someone who I talk to just about every night (or every day, depending which way you look at it), I do think it was what we did that has been drumming up some of those crazy feelings I was telling you about. Its probably because you're about the only male that seems to see my faults and love me for who they make me...not tolerate me despite them. I can honestly say I've never felt a need to be fake around you. I think that is what makes a strong bond between two people-tearing down all the walls-seeing someone in every light and still thinking s/he is beautiful. And I'd rather not believe there is only one person in this world with whom each of us can feel like that. If there is just one person for each of us, then they must just be the strongest bond out of many...or maybe I'm just delirious from no sleep.